The Wrath Of Pain

Time and time again history repeats its self in a way that it is not noticeable to the human eye. If you take a closer look at the world you can see how it it slowly falling apart into little bits a peaces that make some people want to worry what is going to happen in the near future. As we approach this fast coming pace of people who want to make a name for them selves on this planet earth, you must realize that not everyone shall make it to this path that will take them very far if they put there mind to it. Just think that if everyone became famous, who would we like? We can't like everyone, that just to much. Once you take a second look at life you will see the things that you missed out on before, than you will be wishing you hadn't done what you had done and did what you missed out on instead. Its kind of confusing but if you replay it as couple of time in your head it will make sense. By the time you reach your conclusion on whether or not you want to go to a party, think AbOUT the outcome and what will happen. Now when it comes down to the point of trying to figure out whether this is the right move to make you wouldn't know, I'm not talking about the party but any decision that you make in your life. Is it possible for possible to happen, or is this just all a joke. When you grab a hold of something in in life you have to make moves and take chances to keep what you have there before you. If you sit back and expect them to do it all you will lose it and there will never be a second chance given to you. Why is it that once you find something in life, there is all ways something to come in your way to mess it up, once it builds up to a certain point, an obstacle of some sort comes and screws it all up and you are left with nothing. You feel lonely but on the outside you don't want to show it. On the inside pain seems to take over and you want to cry hoping that it will all go away but in time it does nothing but make you more sad and angry. hatred builds up and you begin to take it out upon peers and you end up losing people that you love over your uncontrollable anger and rage. You hope that it all stops but it doesn't. The world begins to fall and you all of a suddenly rise to the highest power taking your anger out amongst the world. It cannot be stopped. In the end you regret the havoc and trouble that you cause, the time wasted all because you didn't get what you wanted, all because you didn't make that move....That one move that you then wish you never made as the pieces of the puzzle finally come together before your eyes. You see what everyone was trying to tell you the whole time but you didn't listen because you actually thought you had something but ended up losing it. You feel warmth come over you and then you feel as if you had been born again and all the worries that you had are gone. Every little thing that was wrong in your life has finally disappeared and you are you again, not holding a grudge against no one but feeling free. The freedom to have your life back and to do the things you love to do. Its not something that can be controlled but you must pay very close attention to what you say or do because bad things can happen if you don't. Control your self and do not let feelings take over, that is how you get into deep trouble.